This what i’ve been fearing for. Not as i expected.
Time has come to me and i realized there’s no way out. I had to do it. It didn’t gave me the peace i suggested. More, it always wants more.
I simply don’t understand. I supossed it should return back the loneliness i needed. Nothing. It seems i’ll always look for it again. And again.
Now i know, i can’t win.